~i was on the verge of breaking down~

Assalamualaikum wbt

nurhayaton hazai

urmm this is my previous entry that ive post before..feel like to post it again..dont knw why...bcoz ' i was on the verge of breaking down' this is make me smile again and again..thankful for gve me some hope..some happiness..thanx for all my friend espacially kak sham the one i love..the one who gave me strenght when i was down.she lend her shoulder for me to cry on..my friend ain u are always stand by my side and support me..and you nana...u are the best friend ever. and murni nazira u also best friend ever ive met.i will always love u guy forever and for always..

In the name of Allah most Gracious most Merciful..i am the one who seek for mardhatillah..insyaAllah..YOU are always in by my side in what ever n whenever i done before..

Thanks to YOU ALLAH..i will always love YOU...in every single part of my life..

The fact is..i was on the verge of breaking down. I had a goal to achieve. Though the path towards making the goal a reality was very painful..as i reflect on the things that have passed..I realize...

The lesson behind it all is simply faith. When others felt that the goal was not worth it, that nothing will come from it..we held on to our faith. When others blame us and bombard us with harsh words..we took it as a challenge..it's not a matter of being idealistic rather its a matter of being brave to make a difference to make a change to bring others together.

Alhamdulillah..i now see the potential in so many of my friends..i finally feel like home..how proud i am of these friends of mine.who kept together making our goal a reality though there are some who keeps letting us down.

Allah is always with those who seek His Help and Love. Those who seek His Guidance. Those who have faith that Allah is all we need.

The journey goes on. the past will remain the past. I now look into the future..searching and creating opportunities. we will all continue to perfect our ways. if there were mistakes and weaknesses we seek for forgiveness..and we promise to try to do better in the future.

I dont expect anyone to understand my writing as it was not intended for that purpose. Rather..my entry this time..is a note to myself..that sometimes the pain is worth it. to remind me that sorrow will soon be followed by happiness..when that will come we shall never know BUT the fact is IT WILL.

I shall continue to smile ..as i know..it is all worth it. Alhamdulillah

La Tahzan

Grieve not when others blame and disparage you

"They will do you no harm, barring a trifling annoyance" (3:11)

"...and harm them not. AND put your TRUST in ALLAH" (33:48)

Then again..criticisms should be heard..and reflected upon. no matter how spiteful the person may be as what the person says may be true..So thank Allah everytime it happens..as it keeps u on track and in the right path. Insya Allah.

nota kecil: the love is all we need...